I adore everything you just wrote, that you thought Jensen played him as a delicate flower with a macho shell, oh god, Jensen you sweet sweet dear. He is doing EVERYTHING he can to be tough, it's sort of adorable, like a really pretty growly dog. And your thoughts about your first J2AU, hilarious....SPN is my first fandom and when I came on all I wanted to do was read wincest, but at the same time my first flisty was writing RPF and I'd read it, because I'm a loyal friend like that, but it took me a while to warm up to it. I guess because I didn't really have much of a clue about the guys as people, not that I think I do now, but at least there are some strict characterizations for them that translate to any genre or mythical creature and I like that. It always seems to work. I'm pretty much equalish love for RPF and SPN now as far as reading, but my real favorites, the ones I have printed out in binders, they're all Sam/Dean.
You know I don't know much about this Cas or Misha thing. I guess I just live in my little lj bubble, it's safe and shiny here. I have been know to be coerced into reading a little bit of Sassy.I don't know what fuels the wars altho I can say from having been to a convention that Misha fans there are ...ummm...passionate. I spent one evening in the lobby with a GUY (who had flown in from Scotland and immediately told me he would give an organ to Misha if he needs it) who tried to "turn" me with like photographic evidence and videos and stuff. Thank god I had a friend with me or it might have gone differently, now I'm not saying he used cult tactics to brainwash me, but I did need some deprogramming after :P
Can I give you a fic rec....Bree_black's safest place to hide...it's Sam/Cas/Dean and really explores all of their individual relationships and what they get from one another. I know you'll love it.
I'm going to go read that rivkat story, I don't know if I have before, and candlebeck, I know, I have left her occasional messages in random places, I even read some of her baseball fic because I needed her words so bad.
I've never read On the Road, I know, I know, and now it's just too late, I'm tainted, the Twilight chick is in the movie version so I can't watch that either. But of course Kripke acknowledges that the show is based on it, and Sam and Dean are Sal and Dean and Dean is bisexual, I added that last part but we can all infer it.
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You know I don't know much about this Cas or Misha thing. I guess I just live in my little lj bubble, it's safe and shiny here. I have been know to be coerced into reading a little bit of Sassy.I don't know what fuels the wars altho I can say from having been to a convention that Misha fans there are ...ummm...passionate. I spent one evening in the lobby with a GUY (who had flown in from Scotland and immediately told me he would give an organ to Misha if he needs it) who tried to "turn" me with like photographic evidence and videos and stuff. Thank god I had a friend with me or it might have gone differently, now I'm not saying he used cult tactics to brainwash me, but I did need some deprogramming after :P
Can I give you a fic rec....Bree_black's safest place to hide...it's Sam/Cas/Dean and really explores all of their individual relationships and what they get from one another. I know you'll love it.
I'm going to go read that rivkat story, I don't know if I have before, and candlebeck, I know, I have left her occasional messages in random places, I even read some of her baseball fic because I needed her words so bad.
I've never read On the Road, I know, I know, and now it's just too late, I'm tainted, the Twilight chick is in the movie version so I can't watch that either. But of course Kripke acknowledges that the show is based on it, and Sam and Dean are Sal and Dean and Dean is bisexual, I added that last part but we can all infer it.