He struggles with having so little agency, less and less, maybe (a possible sign of PTSD, too, I'm pretty sure) - just... IDK - perhaps then he'd be back on Shw, too....
Honestly, re the afterlife, [mention of torture and probably some other triggery stuff that I find horrifying - please onlly rad if you 'd like to:] I was thinking about my grandmother Alzheimer long ago, my mother said she was reliving parts of the Holocaust, and that was just - if you are gonna be stuck in side your head, it has to hopefully be a place that's habitable....
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Date: 2015-03-28 07:38 am (UTC)He struggles with having so little agency, less and less, maybe (a possible sign of PTSD, too, I'm pretty sure) - just... IDK - perhaps then he'd be back on Shw, too....
Honestly, re the afterlife, [mention of torture and probably some other triggery stuff that I find horrifying - please onlly rad if you 'd like to:]
I was thinking about my grandmother Alzheimer long ago, my mother said she was reliving parts of the Holocaust, and that was just - if you are gonna be stuck in side your head, it has to hopefully be a place that's habitable....