Thank you for writing. I love following you explorations of aspects of consent, love your characters, hard not to root for them and be touched and love them - even if they're doing things that are... problematic. In this fic I loved your Sam so much, and of course how could anybody not fall for this Dean (these Deans?). I was moved by Dean's desperation, that point of not being able to take anything anymore, and having to live like that. I get why Sam did what he did. Perhaps he should have a chat with current canon Sam, BTW.
Just loved this so much.

As for the podfic - yesyes, I loved that podfic! I'll add it right away.