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Title: Biblically
Character(s): Sam
Words: 125
Warnings: allusions to past torture/rape/psychological abuse, self harm
Spoilers: 11x02
Notes: This is apparently what happens when I try to write just one thing about an episode

Summary: Unclean. In every sense of the word.



People are essentially good. Sam tries to save them, perfect circle of holy fire and they are pure as babies, and they are clean. People are good in nature.

Sam can't afford that sort of move on himself. Sam is unclean. Could never be Sir Galahad. Could never be purified, only by trial, by fire. Nothing ever gets wiped. He hears the voices saying stop, you don’t have to burn your fucking face off. That is how Sam knows not to listen. Demons lie. Angels know the truth and they’ll tell you. You don’t have to burn your face off, bunkbuddy. You’re perfect just the way you are, Sammy, you belong with me. Every time they did it. And Sam knows it to be true.


Date: 2015-10-16 03:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madebyme-x.livejournal.com
So creepy! I loved the cage echoes, and I can't wait to find out what that 'vision' was all about!!

Date: 2015-10-17 11:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com
Thank you so so much for reading an for commenting!!!!

Date: 2015-10-16 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] caranfindel.livejournal.com
Oh, my heart. Love this!

Date: 2015-10-16 04:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com
aw, poor heart of yours.... thank you so so much, for the love, BB!!

Date: 2015-10-31 01:36 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] kalliel
Oh man, this is stellar. I love this line, as the fulcrum around which the fic spins, and the reasoning (oh Sam!) that follows: That is how Sam knows not to listen.

<333333

Date: 2015-10-31 02:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com
Thank you so so mch, bb, means a lot that you bother to think about it that extra moment, and to say....

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