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Lets bring something good into the world. Let's hold hands, if only virtually, and not be alone in this. Let's reaffirm that we care about each other, and we don't stand for bigotry. Let's write (and draw and record and stuff).

Prompts are open for anything - any or no ships, any or no kinks, go for it.

Extra cookies if your prompt negates some bigoted concept, we could give love in places it's particularly lacking right now. We can reaffirm that we all have a place here, that we stand with each other. Women, POC, survivors, immigrants, disabled people, fat people, MOGAI people, poor people, etc - especially anyone that's more than one of those things - deserve some extra love, today and in general.... But prompts don't have to do that - anything comforting is welcome, and different things comfort different people! Fun, fluffy, funny, porny, angry, dark, it's ok!

Fills:
Breadline by [livejournal.com profile] toratio, Sam&Dean, money issues
Sam/Dean, body autonomy, lived experience of mi, by anon
It's the end of the world as we know it (and I feel fine) by [livejournal.com profile] toratio Domestic end of the world!
In the Bones by laughablelament, aer leaving the bunker with John's journal, Mary ends up using it as a roadmap


(ETA: !!!! I am so excited and comforted by you being here and caring and by your generousity! Ahh! I has only been a few hours and already we have fills! Thank you!!!! And that you to the people sharing this - you are awesome!!!!)

How this works:
How to prompt: Leave a comment with a prompt, preferably with some basic information in the subject line (ship/gen/character, kink, genre - whatever works for you). You can leave as many prompts as you like.

How to fill: Comment to any prompt you like with fic, art, podfic, playlists, gifsets - any form of fanwork is welcome. Feel free to fill prompts that were already filled. If you feel like leaving anon fills, go for it! If you feel like leaving cute little 'created in ten minutes' fills for fun - those are welcome too!

Rules:
1) Be kind.
2) No spoilers for unaired episodes without a cut/link, please.
3) Use content warnings generously, please. It only takes a moment, and can make the difference between brightening someone's day and making it horrible. We've got enough horrible.
4) Anything promoting bigotry should not be included. If you're not sure, you're welcome to ask me, we can try to figure it out together. If something bothers you - same thing. Sometimes things can be bigoted without bad intent, we'll try to navigate this with compassion if it happens here now. Most things are ok if you clearly warn for them.

Tell the world!

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Sam/Dean, body autonomy, lived experience of mi

Date: 2016-11-10 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com
Dean and Sam both have a lot of experiences of being physically used, breached, possessed etc - of having their bodies and each other's bodies become not theirs. They also have (had?) a lot of intimacy and trust with each other. Tell me about how this influences their daily lives - not the dramatic breakdowns necessarily, but the little things they know to be careful about or need to do to cope, the things they think about, feel about or do differently, etc.
From: (Anonymous)
Sam's got his fingers stuck in his hair. It's a small, blink-and-you'll-miss-it moment, the same they usually come. A thick breath, a swallow, a shudder and he's closing his eyes, untangling his fingers to lean his hands onto his thighs. He bends over, breathes in the warm mist with water raining over his body, and once the ground's stable again, he pulls up.

Lost in thought, that's all. Not possessed. Not this time. Lost in thought, tired. Not possessed.

Everything is alright.

*

Something stirs in Dean. He's breathing quickly, all of a sudden; it's that - that sound of fire crackling, and a smell like metal. He's up, fingers bending around the safe curve of his weapon, but he's aiming it at nothing and lowering it soon enough.

It's Sam showering. That's all.

Cursing under his breath, he places the gun back under his pillow. Well, he's up; better get the coffee dripping before the grumpy giant gets out the bathroom.

They barely smile in the mornings. It's one grunt to another's grunt, a tired glare when either one cracks an equally tired joke, but when they've both had a sandwich or two, and when they're finishing the first cup of coffee, communication starts flowing more easily. That's Dean's safe place - his brother by his side, smelling of some fruity two-in-one, growling at him and giving him those long, worn-out looks of distress in return for his big, toothy fake smiles. That's where home is, for both of them.

*

Rain pitter-patters over the roof of the car like a stampede of a thousand mice. Sam watches through the soaked window as Dean rushes across the parking lot with his jacket thrown over his head and then dives in through the driver's door with a warm bag of diner food in one hand. He lands them on Sam and he's laughing as he settles back behind the wheel, all proud of himself, and Sam's proud of him, too. They're on their way to Nevada, and it's a long damn road - but they're there together, and Sam guesses that's the one thing that really matters. He digs his fingers into the bag until he can feel the top of the box containing his salad. Unlike Dean's burger, still wrapped inside its papers, his meal is cold and radiates with nutrition.

"Dude."

"Huh?"

"It's a miracle you've made it to thirty-six with that diet."

Dean grins.
"Gimme my meal," he purrs and reaches one free hand towards the bag.

Sam lets him take it.

*

In the night, the motel room closes in. Dean swallows thickly, trying to shake off the fear from his bones, but it creeps in like an unwanted lover, all cold with an ironclad chokehold. He throws a look towards Sam, and a sensation like warm water splashing over him washes off the worst of the panic: Sam's staring at the ceiling, awake. The smallest shift in Dean alerts him, and their gazes meet. Sam smiles at him - he's sleepy, too, but it's not the first time they share their insomnia.

"You, um, you wanna talk...?" Sam asks him, gently prodding the ache inside Dean's chest.

He shakes his head and swallows. He doesn't know how to talk. However, just being asked to - the fact that Sam's there to ask, the fact that he sees Dean, sees the pain - it's good. They're good.

"'s gonna be alright," Dean mumbles at him and closes his eyes, "Just go to sleep, Sammy."

Sometimes, words do heal wounds.
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
This is really beautiful. The way they keep on keeping on.

I was watching an old con online and Jensen was talking about 11x09 or 11x10, when Dean goes to Hell where Sam is talking to Lucifer, and he mentions that, as Dean, he hesitates slightly, just before he goes inside, and how it was unscripted, but he thought it would be fitting for Dean, as this is his first time back there, and it's kind of PTSD moment.

And it's nice to see that being infused in the characters, that there are little touches. And it's nice to acknowledge them, in fandom and in canon.

I like the unspoken comfort and understanding between the brothers. <3
From: (Anonymous)
Thank you so much! <3

I'm also a big fan of the brothers showing the weight of their experiences on the show, and especially of J2 finding ways to fit that in the story even when it's not explicitly scripted. It makes them feel so real.
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
It's those little nuances that make it better, isn't it?
From: (Anonymous)
Absolutely.
From: [identity profile] zara-zee.livejournal.com
I love all these little moments you explore. This feels very real and believable.
From: (Anonymous)
Thank you!!
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com



Thank you so so much for this! It's exactly the thing I asked for! The scene for Sam in the shower is very realitsic and great, and I liked the shared waking up and Sam's word prodding the pain in Dean.
From: (Anonymous)
Ahh, I'm so glad you liked it! <3 I love imagining what they're like between the hunts or on the way to the hunt, like in Baby - just these... moments between them, how they reflect the lives they've lived and the bond they have together. So I was really glad to fill in the prompt, and it means so much that it was also what you were looking for! Thank you!
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com
YES YES!
You're AWESOME, thank you for this
laughablelament: (11x16Boys)
From: [personal profile] laughablelament
Your images are just wonderful. Boys' voices too. Real. Thanks for this. <3

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