citrusjava

Title: To the Pain
Pairing: Undertones of Dean/Sam, Dean/Cas, Sam/Cas
Rating: Gen
Spoilers: vague, for 10x02
Summary: 'Skip to the end'.


( So treasure your love... )


ETA: Have I read the perspective thing somewhere? Let me know if I did, please. I'm so paranoid about these things, but it doesn't mean I haven't :)

There is no new episode right now, but here's a nip of what could happen after last week's episode.

Title: But Don't Give Yourself Away
Relationship: Sam/Dean
Time: 02:08
Spoilers: 923, Do You Believe in Miracles
Notes: Sometimes, when I've had a rough day or twenty, I want to create something, put something in the world that I made happen. Little act of subjectivity. This is one of those.

Summary: This is what could have happened right after the ending of Do You Believe in Miracles

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Title: Nice Day to Start Again
Relationship: Dean/Sam
Rating: PG-13
word count: 100
Summary: Some things are just overwhelmingly tempting.
Warnings/Spoilers: Silly. Minor spoiler for 919. Perhaps warning for gender shaming.

( Hidden to protect the unspoiled )

These are for fantamae, as part of the cakehole_club Cakeswap podfic exchange. It's *so* late, and fantamae and the mods, applegeuse and fishpatrol, were so fantastic about it.
OMG, I'm done. It's been months, so many months, and I AM DONE!
(imperfections galore, but done!)



Title: Thought Your Coffee Table Was More Clever than That
Author: queenklu
Reader: citrusjava
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: Mature
Length: 16:56
Author's Summary: He woke up in the bathroom of a KFC once; this is practically a luxury.
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Title: Rhymes with Niagara
Author: sevenfists
Reader: citrusjava
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Length: 07:31
Summary: Dean gets hit by the Viagra Fairy at a rest stop in Illinois.
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Title: Cheese
Author: Queenklu
Reader: CitrusJava
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Warning: mention of drug use
Rating: PG-13
Length: 03:18
Summary: Dean gets high
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Title: Sparkles
Author: Queenklu
Reader: CitrusJava
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Length: 05:31
Summary: Unrequited love, the internet and a big talk in the Impala.
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Title: Save You from the Dragons
Author: Queenklu
Reader: CitrusJava
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Warning: Head of a Pin spoilers, going through withdrawal
Rating: PG-13
Length: 04:16
Summary: As Sam goes through withdrawal, he gets talkative.
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Title: Wear Him Like a Habit
Author: Sevenfists
Reader: CitrusJava
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: R
Length: 15:10
Summary: He's hard in his jeans—Sam can see it, and he can see the hot flush rising up Dean's neck, but Dean's still stopping. Download or stream.

Crossposted from http://citrusjava.livejournal.com/

Title: Try to Do it as Beautifully
Fandom: Supernatural
Relationship: Sam/Dean, mention of John/Dean, be it real or fantasized
Rating: R
Warnings/kinks: BDSM, role playing, daddy kink, angst, h/c, mention of underage, mention of possible non-con or dub-con. Unbetad. Slight spoilers for mid season 8.
Word count: 300
Disclaimer: this is fanwork, written with love

Summary: Dean is there, and Dean needs.

Dean's eyes are transparent and breakable, hurt shimmering between the shards.

Sam forces Dean's head back, pulls hard on his too-short hair, makes him lose balance. Then slides his palm down to cover the back of Dean's neck. Dean chokes back a small frightened sound, tiny uncontrollable flinch, pupils dilating, Sam's palm the only thing stopping him from falling. Dean's shoulder blades strain unnaturally, neck stretching too far, then softening to accommodate Sam's angle.

Dean's eyes are anchored to Sam's while the rest of Dean is thrashing in the winds.

"Please, Dad, please, Sir" Dean begs.

Sam wants to punch John in the face so hard.

Been wanting to since the first time Dean did this, fucked up on pain and Jack for stitching, Dad off on a hunt and Sam's fingers in Dean's hair.

Sam hadn’t known whether John ever touched Dean like that, or just left him starved enough, desperate enough for affection. But he'd known he was going to fix it. That certainty he could do anything, and would do anything for Dean. Hadn't felt it since Jess. Since he stopped drinking demon blood.

Sam still doesn't know. Dean quivering at his feet, in the warm light of their art-deco lamp, Dean's shoulders misleadingly broad. Sam wonders if anyone did this for Dean in Purgatory. Tells himself he hopes Benny did. When he takes in Dean's expression, devotion and hesitant desperation, Sam more honestly hopes Benny did. No matter how many times they do this, Dean's expression still pushes Sam off balance.

So hard, he wants to punch Dad, so hard.

But just like the first time, Dad is gone and Dean is here, and Dean needs.

So he shoves his cock, hard, down Dean's throat.

And Dean's eyes flutter shut, soft moan, and his face finally relaxes.


Notes: Inspired by this, with thanks to big_heart_june, for pointing to it and to all the pretty.
Title from a Mother Teresa quote: "There is always the danger that we may just do the work for the sake of the work. This is where the respect and the love and the devotion come in - that we do it to God, to Christ, and that's why we try to do it as beautifully as possible".