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Jun. 7th, 2015 04:21 amWhile I refresh the Gilmore Girls Reunion tags, I'm gonna steal this sleepover thing from Winchetersporn on Tumblr. It's sleepover time! Ifd you feel like it, send me:
embarrassing stories
tell me about your crushes
frick frack/marry/kill
cheesy jokes/puns/pickup lines
assumptions about my life
unpopular opinions
top 5 of anything
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Confessions
Questions - of any type literally ask anything
Have you evers
Would you rathers
Tell me a fun fact about you
Submit me pictures of things, anythings
embarrassing stories
tell me about your crushes
frick frack/marry/kill
cheesy jokes/puns/pickup lines
assumptions about my life
unpopular opinions
top 5 of anything
Recommend me tv shows/bands/movies
Unpopular opinions
Confessions
Questions - of any type literally ask anything
Have you evers
Would you rathers
Tell me a fun fact about you
Submit me pictures of things, anythings
Jared today (picspam)
Jun. 6th, 2015 11:53 pm( Just in case you missed <s>him</s>the pics )
ETA:
I'm looking and looking - he still looks tired and kinda beat and it's hard to tell with the smile so I grab the laptop with both hands and look real close at the pictures to get the expression in his eyes and suddenly I understand Dean's method of finding out what's going on with Sammy so much more understandable.
ETA:
I'm looking and looking - he still looks tired and kinda beat and it's hard to tell with the smile so I grab the laptop with both hands and look real close at the pictures to get the expression in his eyes and suddenly I understand Dean's method of finding out what's going on with Sammy so much more understandable.
Drabble (Sam/Dean, season 6, praise kink)
Jun. 5th, 2015 12:15 amWhen Sam’s soulless, he has no praise kink. It is nice to know Dean is pleased, things are going well - but it’s never a NEED.
Dean tells Sam he’s doing so good - used to saying that when he sees Sam is trying so hard - and Sam just gives him a long, almost uncertain look, like he’s wavering on the verge of recognizing something, but is not really sure what to do with this.
And Sam just moves on,
and Dean hasn’t felt this lonely in years.
After Sam’s soul is in place,
Dean says - you’ve done so good, Sammy - hand reaching for Sam’s hair, and stops himself, automatically braces himself for the bitterness and loneliness after all those months -
and Sam shivers and swallows, catches Dean’s hand between Sam’s cheek and shoulder and smiles just a little, just a bit, and his cheek is warm against Dean’s fingers.
Dean tells Sam he’s doing so good - used to saying that when he sees Sam is trying so hard - and Sam just gives him a long, almost uncertain look, like he’s wavering on the verge of recognizing something, but is not really sure what to do with this.
And Sam just moves on,
and Dean hasn’t felt this lonely in years.
After Sam’s soul is in place,
Dean says - you’ve done so good, Sammy - hand reaching for Sam’s hair, and stops himself, automatically braces himself for the bitterness and loneliness after all those months -
and Sam shivers and swallows, catches Dean’s hand between Sam’s cheek and shoulder and smiles just a little, just a bit, and his cheek is warm against Dean’s fingers.
(no subject)
Jun. 4th, 2015 09:13 am[warning of D/s practices used unsafely]
Sam found this out with Dean, when he was 23: the big fantasy of D/s is that after it's done, you can return to normal,
rather than to the fucked up state you came from.
This is why he does it with Ruby,
the pain of it not working.
Sam found this out with Dean, when he was 23: the big fantasy of D/s is that after it's done, you can return to normal,
rather than to the fucked up state you came from.
This is why he does it with Ruby,
the pain of it not working.
Title: Missing My Brother, Jared
Ships: J2, Jared/Gen, others, however you understand it
Rating: PG
Notes: for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ash48 on the Jared and Sam comment meme - where you should totally come leave promptts or fill some!
Summary: Jensen comes home to Jared
( It wasn't a complete surprise when Jared heard the front door gently open. Because whatever he was going through, Jared was a dreamer. Also, because Jensen had called him twice an hour during the last couple of days. )
Ships: J2, Jared/Gen, others, however you understand it
Rating: PG
Notes: for
ash48 on the Jared and Sam comment meme - where you should totally come leave promptts or fill some!Summary: Jensen comes home to Jared
( It wasn't a complete surprise when Jared heard the front door gently open. Because whatever he was going through, Jared was a dreamer. Also, because Jensen had called him twice an hour during the last couple of days. )
Title: Validation
Ship: Sam/Dean or Sam&Dean
Summary: the important part
"Dean" Sam says, gently pushing Dean away.
Dean's eyes are so round. "Shit, shit". His movements are jerky. "Shit. Sam" he moves to go, he's at the motel door.
"Dean! Shit. Wait" Sam grabs his shoulder. "Stop, wait!"
Dean shakes him off, his face thin bitter hatred that makes Sam's stomach churn.
Sam gets in his way, hand against Dean's chest. "Dean, listen. Shit, listen. It's ok. There's nothing wrong with-"
"Dammit, Sam" Dean sounds almost tired. Sits down, He rubs a hand over his face. "Shit, shit. Go back to Stanford, Sam".
"No, listen", Sam hesitates, then allows himself to kneel next to Dean. To grab his shoulders. Deans jerks at the touch, but doesn't pull away. There is always this thing between them. "Listen, Dean. That's the thing. I'm not leaving. I don't give a fuck about the sex, have it not have it, I don't care, Dean. But maybe - Dean, we don't have to do this. you don't have to offer this. it isn't important. I am not going anywhere, I am not leaving, I'm not leaving, ok?"
Then there is relief and cuddling , cause even though this is early season fic, it is now season ten, and the world has changed and fandom too.
Ship: Sam/Dean or Sam&Dean
Summary: the important part
"Dean" Sam says, gently pushing Dean away.
Dean's eyes are so round. "Shit, shit". His movements are jerky. "Shit. Sam" he moves to go, he's at the motel door.
"Dean! Shit. Wait" Sam grabs his shoulder. "Stop, wait!"
Dean shakes him off, his face thin bitter hatred that makes Sam's stomach churn.
Sam gets in his way, hand against Dean's chest. "Dean, listen. Shit, listen. It's ok. There's nothing wrong with-"
"Dammit, Sam" Dean sounds almost tired. Sits down, He rubs a hand over his face. "Shit, shit. Go back to Stanford, Sam".
"No, listen", Sam hesitates, then allows himself to kneel next to Dean. To grab his shoulders. Deans jerks at the touch, but doesn't pull away. There is always this thing between them. "Listen, Dean. That's the thing. I'm not leaving. I don't give a fuck about the sex, have it not have it, I don't care, Dean. But maybe - Dean, we don't have to do this. you don't have to offer this. it isn't important. I am not going anywhere, I am not leaving, I'm not leaving, ok?"
Then there is relief and cuddling , cause even though this is early season fic, it is now season ten, and the world has changed and fandom too.
Randon fic/gender thing
May. 31st, 2015 02:43 amYou know, genderswap and trans fic is fine, but I'd just really like to be able to get used to fic in which the boys have female parts, and that's all. I don't usually enjoy fic that explains transgenderism, or that makes the boys girly female girls, but I would like some fic where they had female parts and the story was not about that.
RECS: Pretty fic from Tumblr
May. 30th, 2015 11:54 pmAt 16, Sam convinces Dean to take him to a country fair:
http://sasquatchandleatherjacket.tumblr.com/post/119662304882/its-2-30-in-the-morning-but-sam
WIncest, just pretty, sad, meaningful, with history. That, is, a pretty, sad, mellow with drinking and history PWP (did I rec this one already?):
http://dandelionwhiskey.tumblr.com/post/119717928149/hey-im-new-to-doing-this-so-i-hope-its-ok
And from the same author - Wincestiel, tipsy, Dean in panties:
http://dandelionwhiskey.tumblr.com/post/118403596329/hello-i-would-please-like-some-wincestiel-with
Short, to the point, and everything I want almost - Wincest post traumatic D/s, with a touch of praise!kink, even:
http://kansaskissedlips.tumblr.com/post/120279412321/prompt-dean-dom-ing-sam-to-help-him-get-over
(this was not even my friggin prompt!)
http://sasquatchandleatherjacket.tumblr.com/post/119662304882/its-2-30-in-the-morning-but-sam
WIncest, just pretty, sad, meaningful, with history. That, is, a pretty, sad, mellow with drinking and history PWP (did I rec this one already?):
http://dandelionwhiskey.tumblr.com/post/119717928149/hey-im-new-to-doing-this-so-i-hope-its-ok
And from the same author - Wincestiel, tipsy, Dean in panties:
http://dandelionwhiskey.tumblr.com/post/118403596329/hello-i-would-please-like-some-wincestiel-with
Short, to the point, and everything I want almost - Wincest post traumatic D/s, with a touch of praise!kink, even:
http://kansaskissedlips.tumblr.com/post/120279412321/prompt-dean-dom-ing-sam-to-help-him-get-over
(this was not even my friggin prompt!)
Osric and Kevin lovers!
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Jared & Sam comment meme
May. 29th, 2015 10:46 am I miss Jared. A lot. It isn't completely rational. But I friggin do, so much.
While we are giving him some space to heal with his family and/or sending him fluffy messeges (I have lost count, and aparantly all shame) let's also make fan art/fic/vids! This a comfort comment meme - but different people find different things comfoting.
(Image by Nagaesa)
In short - fluff, explicit, crack, angst, whatever you like, as long as it's related to Jared, one of his characters, or the concepts of Always Keep Fighting! ok?
1) Please be kind (ah, the effort it took to end that word with a d)
2) one prompt per comment, leave as many prompts as you like
3) use the prompt subject line to write the main characters or pairings in the prompt, and a few words about a key element in the plot or kink, so that potential writers and artist will be able to find it
4) Please use trigger warnings, and spoiler warnings for anything unaired
5) When filling, please start the subject line with "FILL", to make it easier to find
Pimp!
While we are giving him some space to heal with his family and/or sending him fluffy messeges (I have lost count, and aparantly all shame) let's also make fan art/fic/vids! This a comfort comment meme - but different people find different things comfoting.
(Image by Nagaesa)
In short - fluff, explicit, crack, angst, whatever you like, as long as it's related to Jared, one of his characters, or the concepts of Always Keep Fighting! ok?
1) Please be kind (ah, the effort it took to end that word with a d)
2) one prompt per comment, leave as many prompts as you like
3) use the prompt subject line to write the main characters or pairings in the prompt, and a few words about a key element in the plot or kink, so that potential writers and artist will be able to find it
4) Please use trigger warnings, and spoiler warnings for anything unaired
5) When filling, please start the subject line with "FILL", to make it easier to find
Pimp!
I miss Jared. A lot. It isn't completely rational. But I friggin do, so much.
Perhaps while are giving him some space to heal with his family and/or sending him fluffy messeges (I have lost count, and aparantly all shame) we could also write comfort fic? Or horribly angsty fic, IDK, whatever floats your boat?
Jared-centric? Or something silly like a 24 hour curse theme, or something porny, or, IDK - would anyone want to do that?
Perhaps while are giving him some space to heal with his family and/or sending him fluffy messeges (I have lost count, and aparantly all shame) we could also write comfort fic? Or horribly angsty fic, IDK, whatever floats your boat?
Jared-centric? Or something silly like a 24 hour curse theme, or something porny, or, IDK - would anyone want to do that?
A fic note about later season Wincest!
May. 26th, 2015 01:10 pmI'm pretty sure that most siblings who are attracted to each other or in love with each other NEVER act on it ever, never confess it, never find out whether it's mutusal, never get rejected, never talk about doing it or not, NEVER. What do you mean "it's so weird this never came up before"?! What do you mean, it's hard to sus[pend disbelief to write this?!
ok :)
ok :)
Wincest fic rec
May. 26th, 2015 12:25 pmWinchesters and beer, for my current canon first time fondnesses, intricate and pretty, small:
http://dandelionwhiskey.tumblr.com/post/119717928149/hey-im-new-to-doing-this-so-i-hope-its-ok
http://dandelionwhiskey.tumblr.com/post/119717928149/hey-im-new-to-doing-this-so-i-hope-its-ok
Title: Just Friends
Pairing: Jensen and Jared
Words: 127
Disclaimer: might just be a lie - I have no idea for real
The reason Jensen rarely complains about Wincest, as opposed to Destiel, is not that he hears about it less, and not that Jared and him are in fact together. Not even that he is secretly gay for Jared. it's because Jared is his. So the fans are at least getting that right. And if he could be gay with Jared, he would. Cause he loves Jared like he never loved anybody. Cause he needs to always have Jared. If only straight best friends could have something more, could be something beyond the derogatory "just friends", he would want to be that. So he calls Jared "brother", though it's nothing like what he has with his actual brother, and talks about retiring together, and does a t-shirt campaign.
Pairing: Jensen and Jared
Words: 127
Disclaimer: might just be a lie - I have no idea for real
The reason Jensen rarely complains about Wincest, as opposed to Destiel, is not that he hears about it less, and not that Jared and him are in fact together. Not even that he is secretly gay for Jared. it's because Jared is his. So the fans are at least getting that right. And if he could be gay with Jared, he would. Cause he loves Jared like he never loved anybody. Cause he needs to always have Jared. If only straight best friends could have something more, could be something beyond the derogatory "just friends", he would want to be that. So he calls Jared "brother", though it's nothing like what he has with his actual brother, and talks about retiring together, and does a t-shirt campaign.
There should be J2 Hair AU
May. 26th, 2015 12:34 amWithout the ending
Hippie Jared/patriotic Southern boy Jensen
or is that not so much an Au (is this already something someo ne wrote?)
Jared and his cuddly free love friends try to go riding in the park, fall off the horse, Jensen catches the horse (or Jared, or both)
Jared introduces Jensen to drugs for the first time
maybe not so much to orgies. Maybe yeah so much.
Jenny!Gen/Sheila!Daneel
NO ONE gets drafted
Hippie Jared/patriotic Southern boy Jensen
or is that not so much an Au (is this already something someo ne wrote?)
Jared and his cuddly free love friends try to go riding in the park, fall off the horse, Jensen catches the horse (or Jared, or both)
Jared introduces Jensen to drugs for the first time
maybe not so much to orgies. Maybe yeah so much.
Jenny!Gen/Sheila!Daneel
NO ONE gets drafted
(no subject)
May. 25th, 2015 01:27 am Being a Winchester brother is tragic
because of the darkness
and demons
and loss
or in a happy magicless AU
because then you could never
never
have a threesome with both Winchesters
because of the darkness
and demons
and loss
or in a happy magicless AU
because then you could never
never
have a threesome with both Winchesters
I'm gonna try to randomly post bits of not fic/not porn/'just imagine if' things here as well as Tumblr sometimes, and find out whether people here enjoy them/wanna play with making up more of them, or if that is strickly a Tumblr thing. OK.
Dean just wants to be Sam’s puppy today. For over a year - he can’t even start thinking about it - he feels too guilty, too wrong. He just wants - needs - just for one day to pause everything - to stop. And spend the day on his knees nuzzling Sam’s thigh, eyes squeezed closed and lips open for panting. Hide his face and smell Sam and maybe even get to feel the weight of Sam’s palm on the back of his neck, maybe even scratching his head, behind his ears. To kiss and suck Sam’s fingers as they brush over his face, to curl up and breathe, as Sam pats his back and shoulders and soothes - good boy, Dean, you’re being very good.
Dean just wants to be Sam’s puppy today. For over a year - he can’t even start thinking about it - he feels too guilty, too wrong. He just wants - needs - just for one day to pause everything - to stop. And spend the day on his knees nuzzling Sam’s thigh, eyes squeezed closed and lips open for panting. Hide his face and smell Sam and maybe even get to feel the weight of Sam’s palm on the back of his neck, maybe even scratching his head, behind his ears. To kiss and suck Sam’s fingers as they brush over his face, to curl up and breathe, as Sam pats his back and shoulders and soothes - good boy, Dean, you’re being very good.
